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Rise and shine, Tasya! Because even if it's not an actual morning for you, I will always great you with rise and shine. Hehe.

Hiii, how are you? This is Tasya Carmelia, writing from the first January of 2025. Awesome right? You actually make it this far. A lot of things happen in past years and you keep bouncing back that's why I'm so proud of you I'm about to tear up. I hope tears that I relieved this year is a happy tears, but what is a story with too much sweet but not enough salt??

Today I decide that I can make it. I start doing some thing. I didn't even realize where do I start. Today is a new year right, so I want to do things with new hope. I want to make a plan so I can do it better. But, I will tell you a story about how I enjoy my new year in El Tari.

Yup, you hear that right. After some thing happening in November, you actually do something more better. You realize where you are and start seeing things more clearly. In December you even become an ENTP. crazy switch since you used to be INFJ. But I feel like a fool writing this letter with second POV which is rarely used... But here I am.

I start writing KTI with Nova. It's not that bad really. Just a bit scary, but hey you make it with Mrs. Debby as your mentor. She's a wonderful teacher that I admire and want as my KTI so I'm sooo sooo grateful for it. Looking back I feel like I have so many things to be grateful for don't you think??? I break loops. I do things differently. Just small butterfly effect that can definitely make tornado in my life.


That is the photo I took of Vanesa and aunty Tina, playing with fireworks. How we ended up there? Good question. At 5 pm, and my usual boredom and lazy state, Uncle Dion called us and ask whether we want to spend our new year in his house WHICH we actually decline (LOL). I'm too lazy to go and I feel like damn we already spend so much time in their house (we even sleep there for one night just a few days ago), so I feel a bit... Yeah, but we ended up agreeing to it just because I think—why would I spend my new year inside this room? I'm an extrovert come on! So we said yes, prepare ourselves and let Uncle Dion drive us to his house and let me tell you, the street is cramped from all the vehicle. He even park his own motorcycle there inside of his own house T___T I remember arriving at his house at 9 pm.

We got inside, talk a lot, take a stroll, took picture, play with fireworks. I played with Giano (PS) and ended up scoring 2:1 HEHE and I'm sooooo happy for it :D After that though, I talked a lot with Aunty Tina, listening to her story while once again wait. And wait. And wait. UNTILLL it's near midnight, like past 11 pm so we wait in front of the house to play with fireworks. Giano and Gavril being their usual mischievous self played with a lot of BADUM fireworks, you feel me? The one with the loudest sound even when the other are praying in front of Regent's office (kantor bupati). Nourrr. Oh have I told you about Aunty Tina giving us es kepala butung or whatever it is? I love it except the pinkie juice. After sometime, they do the counting and I pulled my camera. I filmed everything. I feel sooo thrilled so overwhelmed that I almost tear up at the sight of the fireworks t____t


Today however, I want to do it more structured. The plan is on your telegram, I can't reveal all of it. But starting from today, I will try doing better in my health area and writing constantly in English. I assess what I do in 2024, what I eat and what activity I do and conclude that I really do need improvement. I plan my meals, and write down what I eat, after that I also do stretching to help me boost my metabolism (actually I have fast metabolism and digest things quick, but not in a correct way so I need to improve this as well).  I also put a lot of my pictures and videos inside drive so make sure to check it by yourself later.

I think that's all for today. I will write for you tomorrow as well! Remember to write me a letter of your enthusiasm tomorrow as well. I'm actually confused but you get what I mean??

Au revoir!
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